Why pain?

I have been bearing the pain
Even before birth !
Firstly, for nine months
In the womb of my mother
Then, while coming in the world
Though, I have some solace
Of not feeling the pain
During my childhood
My pain(s) started increasing
With my growth
Now that I am a fully grown man
My pain has reached its peak
Oh! Almighty
Do you derive pleasure
By giving pain to your own creations
As, if and when I die,
To merge in you,
I dread the feeling of pain
Even at that stage!!